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We have just been through a world wide pandemic and in many ways we are still suffering from the aftereffects. Many say COVID-19 was a hoax, a manufactured reality. Many others dispute that saying, how can that be, my mother died of COVID, my father died, my sister, my brother, etc. However there would be no argument, if you understood the genealogy of disease; how illnesses are created, where do they begin, how do they grow, metastasis and end up killing a person of or millions of people for that matter.

Every illness, every disease is a delusion. The delusion begins with a thought, like any other thought. It is like an egg, at first it appears perfectly formed in the shell, until you crack it and realise it has already began to hatch or rot. You would never know looking on the outside, that anything was wrong, because it’s what on the inside that matters, what’s in the mind.

Let me tell you about a story about a man named Albert who one day had a thought. One day Albert was walking, and he stumbled. And for that moment, it seems to Albert that his leg, did not belong to him. This is how it begins. The leg was clearly Albert’s, it was attached to his body, when he pricked it, he felt pain. But despite that, the thought grew. Such is the power of a thought. With every day that passed, Albert became more and more certain that this was not his leg. He decided he did not want it anymore. And so one day he went to the hardware store…

I had a similar thought. One night I was doing a night shift, I was in a dark room, lying on a sofa, and I fell asleep. I dreamt that I had one leg, one of my legs was missing from the hip downwards. This is how it begins. I jumped from the dream and I stood up, and I came crashing down. Not like someone who fell backwards or fell forward, I came down as a person with one leg. I tried to get up, because I could clearly see my leg, but for the life of me, I could not. Thankfully, I already knew, the power of thought. I dragged myself to the sofa, looked at my leg, and convinced myself that the thought was just a dream, and that my leg worked fine, and was the end of that thought.

One day, I was scrolling my phone, and I came upon a post. A young lady from the Caribbean had died in her London apartment and it had taken weeks before anyone had discovered her body. The thought immediately occurred, what if this happened to me. This is how it begins. I am from the Caribbean and I live alone in my apartment. I immediately, rejected the thought. I said no, that can’t happen to me. But despite that, the thought grew. I then thought about my friends, other young women who had come from foreign countries to live in the UK and were living alone. I proceeded to check on them, I checked their Facebook, those who were not active, I tried calling. Before the end of the night, for the first time in my life, I was researching the symptoms of indigestion, I was sick. I was beginning to worry myself to death, so that I would die in my apartment and my body would be discovered weeks later. Such is the power of a thought. Even though I had rejected the thought that it could be me, I still believed it, I thought, it could be them. We are all one, If I think it about you, it is the same as thinking it about myself.

A few years ago, my niece came to visit me in St. Lucia from America. I was renting an apartment, but because I was building my home, I had no furniture. I had mattress, in front of the small TV we had in the living area. One day I come from work and see my niece with her boyfriend on the mattress and I thought I have to sit on this. This is how it begins. The second day, I came home and there they were, sitting on the only mattress we had, because we had no furniture. I thought this is getting under my skin. I said nothing, I did nothing, but despite that, the thought grew. A few days after my niece left, I was covered in boils, I had pityriasis. I had to stay home from work for two weeks treating my disease. Such is the power of a thought.

When I began learning about the power of thought, I thought, I will have to teach this, I will have to stand in front of people and teach this. In order to do that there are a few things I will need to do. 1. Such and such. 2, Sort out my hair. This is how it begins. I made an appointment with a young lade from Millie, I drove over and got my hair sorted. I came home and I immediately felt something was wrong. I looked in the mirror and I realised that my hair had a dry patch. I oiled it, and moisturised it, but despite that, the thought grew, and my hair begun to fall off. After three doctors, who could not help me, I realised, that it was my thought. So I changed my thought, I change the belief that in order to do this, I needed to sort out my hair. And my reality change. Such is the power of a thought.

One day, my husband and I thought, “let’s have a baby.” We went to the surgery to get checked up. The doctor said, “there is something wrong with your blood. We need to run some test” I said okay, but in my mind, I thought, I am in perfect health. The doctor asked, all the medical questions; do you have or does anyone in your family have aids? Diabetes? Cancer? Any infections? I said no to all, still thinking, I am as healthy as a cow. I was told to go and come back. I did this three times. On the third occasion, I had a cold. When the doctors asked, do you have any infections, I said yes, I have a cold. She said do you often get the cold, and I said yes, I often get the cold. This is how it begins. She said, okay, maybe that’s it. Because you have this disease, you will find it hard to recover when you get the cold. So when you come to the surgery and get some antibiotics. And so said, so done. I would be at work and I hear someone cough meters away from me, and I would feel myself literally coming down with the cold. I would feel it the first thought and feel it begin to grow and thrive. I would get hoe, sometimes my husband and daughter would get the cold from me. But with a couple days they were okay, but mine, lasted weeks. I would go the surgery, get my antibiotics and my cold would be gone, but within days it would be back. When I went to bed, I needed water, Vicks, anything, because I would wake up with a coughing spell as if I was dying with the cold. I was referred to the ulster hospital, not for the cold, for the unknown disease in my blood that after several blood test, no one could tell me what it was or how to cure it. One day, I was walking home, and it was as if every thing clicked. I suddenly realised from the moment I said, yes I often get the cold, and I had listened and accepted the thought of the doctor as mine, I really always had the cold and found it difficult to recover from it. As I got home, I tore up the appointment card, I never went back to the ulster, I created a new thought, I remembered that I was healthier than a cow, I had never been sick in my life, save a bout of pneumonia. In that moment, my reality changed and that chronic cold disappeared. Now I don’t even get the cold. Such is the power of a thought.

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You may think a thought alone is not enough to create an illness or a disease, we have thoughts all the time; random thoughts, mundane thoughts, repeat thoughts, theories, concept, ideas... Most of these thought don’t die, but they are transformed. That is, the energy within the thought, is changed, before it can grow, thrive, and become physical matter, that can be seen, felt, and experienced in physical form.

For example, had It began to worry about my leg, had I cried for help, had I prayed to God for deliverance, what I would have been doing, is adding like energy to the original thought. Had I called for an ambulance or gone to hospital, the thought would have grown, thrived, and become a physical thing. I might have been standing here, or not standing, here like Albert. I had believed the doctor, when she said something was wrong with my blood, as I had believed her about my cold, I might have been dead. The reason I did not believe her then, is because, it had happened to someone else. One of the guys on the Army camp where we lived, had a similar experience. He had been told by the doctors that there was something wrong with his blood, and no one could tell him what it was or how to cure it. We had joked about it. For a delusion to thrive, other more rational thoughts, must be rejected and destroyed. Only then can the delusion blossom into a full blown disease or illness.

Your reality is what you believe, when you stop believing in it, it goes away. Human beings are the only creatures who interact with the universe in a non-biological way, we perceive the outside world, not through our bodies, but through our minds. We are the only animals who form thoughts about our world. We seek to find reason, a cause, an explanation, we seek justification for an action or event. Other creatures, we assume, do not use the power of the mind to think like we do, to understand, and form logically judgements. If we all perceive the same thing, if we all think the same thing, if the majority of us agree, our external reality appears to exist in uniformity. However our internal reality, only needs us to believe it. Only you have to believe in your illness, your disease, for it to become real, for the thought to grow, to thrive and to eventually become physical matter that can be seen, felt, and experienced.

COVID-19 was and thought. The thought was that there was a disease in atmosphere, that would kill millions if not the entire world. This is how it begins. The belief it created was that if you went out and you breathed in air, the same air you have been breathing for your whole life, and which you actually need to survive, you might die. There was really no cure or no way to stop it because, after all it was in the air. You could prevent it buy doing a number of things, one of the things you could do was, cover your nose and your mouth, the two areas in which a human intakes air. And so naturally, people began to take precautions, some got tested, some wore their mask, some washed their hands, some distance themselves, some shielded, some cocooned, some isolated. Despite that the thought grew. Even though, most people had no symptoms and did not know anyone who had, everyone was convinced that there was someone out there who did. So the delusion was created. Every other rational thought was rejected and destroyed and so CVID-19 became a thing that could be seen, felt, and experienced by millions.

When you understand the genealogy of disease, the origin of all illnesses, when you know that all illness is a delusion, an idiosyncratic belief or impression that is maintained, despite it being contradicted by reality or rational thinking, when you know that every illness first begins in the mind, and that a disease is a state which exist when your mind is not at ease, you will never again be sick, or need a doctor or chose to experience the consequence of wrong thinking. And if you unintentionally think a wrong thought, i.e. a thought that brings you a result contradictory to what you truly desire, you will know that with a simply rearranging of your thoughts, simply by changing your mind, you can once again experience perfect health. (Ref: Legion by Marvel)

Joyce – Warrior of Light

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